a lonely week

February 26th, 2007
Mood: bored, missing you,
Smelling: diesel fuel

Reading week
Well, that was definitely one of my most unproductive weeks ever. It was also incredibly boring and lonely. Oh well, maybe next time. Goodness knows, she deserves some time off.
I did get a chance to lay around and do nothing though. So I'm not as tense as I was, although that is sure to change, as I think I missed the submission date on one of my code projects and I haven't started the other yet.

Sunrise
While I was waiting for my bus this morning, the sun was positioned just so that the sky was orange and pink. I shot a few pictures and it looks like they turned out ok, but I was about 6 or 7 minutes too early. And I couldn't get a good shot from the bus.

Weather
It was pretty cold waiting for the bus this morning. It needs to be nice and spring and flowers plz. Plz plz plz. oPlz.

Server
I updated my site a little bit. It isn't much better, but it is up.

Hair
My hilights are standing up well. They don't seem to have faded much if at all yet.

Being positive
lawl
Ok, so I'm not the most positive person. I have a tendency to focus on the bad things. (as someone keeps reminding me.) But her telling me that I'm doing that is really good and important because I don't usually notice myself doing it. (and I can't correct it if I don't realize I'm doing it.)
A lot of you sent me messages and chatted with me. Thanks. You've all helped me.

Music
I can't stand silence. It makes me feel lonely. Initially, my many computer fans were comforting, but after years of hearing them, and their unchanging tone, I unconsciously filter them out. I listened to a lot of last.fm radio last week. Even listening to it as I fell asleep. It was how I prevented myself from slipping into a huge depression... it didn't make me feel good, but it took the edge off the loneliness.

Ahhh, I'll be downtown soon. I think I'll take the bus from the mall to NAIT.
...
I'm at NAIT now.

Hey, anyone from Edmonton or area reading this blog?