whirrr

*click click click GRIND*

This one seems to be some sort of code producing machine. You put stimulants in it and code comes out.

This is pointless to even write. Like an out of body experience i can see myself breaking. I never did handle stress well.

I've been pretty filled with rage and anger lately... I dunno how much of that is due to stimulants or if I have a reason to be angry.

The academic adviser caught me in the hallway when i was showing up late... again. He told me to smile cause there's only 2 weeks left... I told him that was exactly why I haven't been smiling.

I need to be faster I need to push my brain harder. I need to eat more stimulants so I can get everything done. It's only 2 weeks. I'm sure my body can handle the extra strain. It's been surviving so far...
I cant
fuck
neurons are just transistors anyway, just multi input gates
i just need to overclock my brain more
fucking make those transistors burn
push the amps to the rails

I R AN AUTOMATON

I dont even know why I am writing this
I can't rationalize the time I'm spending to type this
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