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whirrr

*click click click GRIND*

This one seems to be some sort of code producing machine. You put stimulants in it and code comes out.

This is pointless to even write. Like an out of body experience i can see myself breaking. I never did handle stress well.

I've been pretty filled with rage and anger lately... I dunno how much of that is due to stimulants or if I have a reason to be angry.

The academic adviser caught me in the hallway when i was showing up late... again. He told me to smile cause there's only 2 weeks left... I told him that was exactly why I haven't been smiling.

I need to be faster I need to push my brain harder. I need to eat more stimulants so I can get everything done. It's only 2 weeks. I'm sure my body can handle the extra strain. It's been surviving so far...
I cant
fuck
neurons are just transistors anyway, just multi input gates
i just need to overclock my brain more
fucking make those transistors burn
push the amps to the rails

I R AN AUTOMATON

I dont even know why I am writing this
I can't rationalize the time I'm spending to type this
dsf;dfhdsflajfads;fdlhfdjflhgfds;hljflk;ej;hehlafh

whirrr

*click click click GRIND*

This one seems to be some sort of code producing machine. You put stimulants in it and code comes out.

This is pointless to even write. Like an out of body experience i can see myself breaking. I never did handle stress well.

I've been pretty filled with rage and anger lately... I dunno how much of that is due to stimulants or if I have a reason to be angry.

The academic adviser caught me in the hallway when i was showing up late... again. He told me to smile cause there's only 2 weeks left... I told him that was exactly why I haven't been smiling.

I need to be faster I need to push my brain harder. I need to eat more stimulants so I can get everything done. It's only 2 weeks. I'm sure my body can handle the extra strain. It's been surviving so far...
I cant
fuck
neurons are just transistors anyway, just multi input gates
i just need to overclock my brain more
fucking make those transistors burn
push the amps to the rails

I R AN AUTOMATON

I dont even know why I am writing this
I can't rationalize the time I'm spending to type this
dsf;dfhdsflajfads;fdlhfdjflhgfds;hljflk;ej;hehlafh

whirrr

*click click click GRIND*

This one seems to be some sort of code producing machine. You put stimulants in it and code comes out.

This is pointless to even write. Like an out of body experience i can see myself breaking. I never did handle stress well.

I've been pretty filled with rage and anger lately... I dunno how much of that is due to stimulants or if I have a reason to be angry.

The academic adviser caught me in the hallway when i was showing up late... again. He told me to smile cause there's only 2 weeks left... I told him that was exactly why I haven't been smiling.

I need to be faster I need to push my brain harder. I need to eat more stimulants so I can get everything done. It's only 2 weeks. I'm sure my body can handle the extra strain. It's been surviving so far...
I cant
fuck
neurons are just transistors anyway, just multi input gates
i just need to overclock my brain more
fucking make those transistors burn
push the amps to the rails

I R AN AUTOMATON

I dont even know why I am writing this
I can't rationalize the time I'm spending to type this
dsf;dfhdsflajfads;fdlhfdjflhgfds;hljflk;ej;hehlafh

whirrr

*click click click GRIND*

This one seems to be some sort of code producing machine. You put stimulants in it and code comes out.

This is pointless to even write. Like an out of body experience i can see myself breaking. I never did handle stress well.

I've been pretty filled with rage and anger lately... I dunno how much of that is due to stimulants or if I have a reason to be angry.

The academic adviser caught me in the hallway when i was showing up late... again. He told me to smile cause there's only 2 weeks left... I told him that was exactly why I haven't been smiling.

I need to be faster I need to push my brain harder. I need to eat more stimulants so I can get everything done. It's only 2 weeks. I'm sure my body can handle the extra strain. It's been surviving so far...
I cant
fuck
neurons are just transistors anyway, just multi input gates
i just need to overclock my brain more
fucking make those transistors burn
push the amps to the rails

I R AN AUTOMATON

I dont even know why I am writing this
I can't rationalize the time I'm spending to type this
dsf;dfhdsflajfads;fdlhfdjflhgfds;hljflk;ej;hehlafh

whirrr

*click click click GRIND*

This one seems to be some sort of code producing machine. You put stimulants in it and code comes out.

This is pointless to even write. Like an out of body experience i can see myself breaking. I never did handle stress well.

I've been pretty filled with rage and anger lately... I dunno how much of that is due to stimulants or if I have a reason to be angry.

The academic adviser caught me in the hallway when i was showing up late... again. He told me to smile cause there's only 2 weeks left... I told him that was exactly why I haven't been smiling.

I need to be faster I need to push my brain harder. I need to eat more stimulants so I can get everything done. It's only 2 weeks. I'm sure my body can handle the extra strain. It's been surviving so far...
I cant
fuck
neurons are just transistors anyway, just multi input gates
i just need to overclock my brain more
fucking make those transistors burn
push the amps to the rails

I R AN AUTOMATON

I dont even know why I am writing this
I can't rationalize the time I'm spending to type this
dsf;dfhdsflajfads;fdlhfdjflhgfds;hljflk;ej;hehlafh

whirrr

*click click click GRIND*

This one seems to be some sort of code producing machine. You put stimulants in it and code comes out.

This is pointless to even write. Like an out of body experience i can see myself breaking. I never did handle stress well.

I've been pretty filled with rage and anger lately... I dunno how much of that is due to stimulants or if I have a reason to be angry.

The academic adviser caught me in the hallway when i was showing up late... again. He told me to smile cause there's only 2 weeks left... I told him that was exactly why I haven't been smiling.

I need to be faster I need to push my brain harder. I need to eat more stimulants so I can get everything done. It's only 2 weeks. I'm sure my body can handle the extra strain. It's been surviving so far...
I cant
fuck
neurons are just transistors anyway, just multi input gates
i just need to overclock my brain more
fucking make those transistors burn
push the amps to the rails

I R AN AUTOMATON

I dont even know why I am writing this
I can't rationalize the time I'm spending to type this
dsf;dfhdsflajfads;fdlhfdjflhgfds;hljflk;ej;hehlafh

sup

Atlas Shrugged is quite possibly the hardest book I have ever read.
It contains such profound concepts that you really have to read carefully and think hard about them so they sink in. I really enjoyed reading it and it even made me cry at one or two parts. And the end was magnificent!
I honestly think that if everyone in america lived by the principals in that book, the world would be a better place.

As for school stuff, we are within the last 3 weeks.
So! I have to finish the 3d multiplayer tank game with my group. The group is getting along well and I like my team members. We are making good progress. I still need to finish my chemical plant control software (and manual and report) and in web development I need to finish the power plant operator website. Ohh and I need to finish some DMAC labs and write an OS for my micro controller.

I also have almost all the electronics components I will ever need. And a fluke DVM and a couple more routers switches print-servers and miscellaneous stuff. And an antistatic mat. All I really need now is an oscilloscope. And I need to build a variable voltage power supply.

I dunno if I'm catching something or if it's the stress and lack of sleep but I've had no apatite lately. And it's taking at least 2 energy drinks to get through the day these days. (or a couple hydroxicut cause that's the only other caffeine thing I could find and I was in a hurry). And that nicotine gum, and the other prescription stimulants I am constantly on.

Also, me and a friend have made some possible insight on my depression and what seems to trigger it. And I seem to be happier when I get to voice chat with people while I am relaxing.


umm... I have 2.5 hours to sleep before I have to go into work...
so this will have to be sufficient