panick mode

I'm pretty bad at planning.
And time management.
I had no idea classes start this upcoming monday.
So now I am in panick mode. (I know that isn't how to spell panic but I like to spell it like that so JUST FUCKING DEAL WITH IT)
Now I have to get off the work schedule for next week which is gonna piss a lot of people off but I don't have any other options at the moment.

Once again, I am in debt because of tuition. However, I should be able to pay off my credit card within a few months. And then I'll be out of debt but broke.

I know I can succeed if I focus really hard this year. So I may not be all over the internet like I used to be. ...although, so far, this summer, I haven't been around that much anyway. Working nights has been rough but it has it's benefits.

I remember when the internet used to be my life. I'd be on all kinds of art sites and many different irc servers and many channels on each. And I've drifted away from most of that. I still visit some, but as of next week, I'll probably be on a lot less. I don't even intend on using my cell in class anymore. I am sick of school and I want out and I will do whatever it takes to succeed.

Somehow, with work and classes and course work, I am still going to have to make time for hanging out with friends. I can't let myself slip into a lonely depression.

I began cleaning my room a few days ago. It makes me want to kill myself it's so bad. The more I clean, the more mess I find to clean.
I have made a lot of progress though. There is now a tv stand / entertainment center thing in here where the unused aquarium stuff used to be. I put my networking gear on top of it and it doesn't look bad. I also added an extra speaker system, with a powered sub and it makes a huge difference. It's not perfect but it's better than before.
I'm probably going to keep the old cart like thing to use for my electronics stuff, cause I don't have room on my desk.

I'm gonna have to end this entry here since I have stuff I need to get done and then I gotta go to sleep because I have to make sure I'm not late for work tonight/this morning.

A rant about work

I figured it was tl;dr so if you wanna read it, you can look here: http://nikuramon.livejournal.com/42454.html